It's not easy to write a true life love story, aswear....If to sey I sabi before ni, I for no even start am. Oya, lovers of my Love Story series, na the 6th Episode be this oooo. We have one more episode to go....After this edition, abeg I dey go on a looooong vacation. The 2nd edition will come up around June.....hehe.....just joking.....dem no born me now.
Well, Incase you missed previous episodes, here they are ------>>> EPISODE 1, EPISODE 2, EPISODE 3, EPISODE 4, and EPISODE 5.
Welcome to the Episode 6 of the 1st Edition!
REMEMBER! *Please, be mindful of my #Gbagauns and #Bullets .....don't hesitate to weave as many as possible, as you read my story*
It was very hard for me to employ the tactic my senior colleague gave me in my relationship. But, I needed to do it urgently so as to make my relationship work the way it should work. Darasimi was of course unaware of what I was about to do. It took me 2 solid weeks to think about using the tactics or not, before I finally decided to use it. Remember, I had done something like this to Darasimi before, buh I was the one who later called her back. This time around, I said to myself; there would be no form of connection whatsoever between us until Darasimi does what she's expected to do. And if she doesn't, I was ready to LET GO OF HER!
I had a girl who I wasn't serious with (Darasimi didn't know about her, I was afraid to tell her). I don't call her, she calls me, I don't even give her the necessary attention I should be giving her, I don't reply any of her messages. I suspect Darasimi would have seen one of her messages on my phone cuz I don't keep my phone as she does. I can't even say I was dating Seyi cuz it didn't look like we were dating. Seyi really loved me but I was not just ready for her. It was Darasimi or nobody else. *I made my wife, my girlfriend and my girlfriend, my wife.*
I never wanted to use Seyi as the girl who would make me happy during the time I cut off all connections with Darasimi. Buh, my senior colleague kept on warning me to get a lady who would fill up the vacuum Darasimi would leave empty. So, I couldn't think of any other lady than Oluwaseyi.
I did something 3 days before I cut off all connections. I called Darasimi and told her I was missing her, y'all already know what her response would be....it was nothing to write home about. A colleague in my office was seated in front of me watching. I told him to do so. I called Seyi after I annoyingly dropped Darasimi's call. I finished up my credit talking to Seyi. Seyi actually had that magic which she uses to make me feel loved. She even had to call me back to finish what we were discussing. After ending the call, my colleague told me that I've been wasting my time with the wrong person. I warned him not to refer to Darasimi as the wrong person. He said he was only telling me the fact, he told me how sour my face looked when I was talking to Darasimi and he compared it to my glowing and very exciting face while talking to Seyi.
My friend swore on his life that if I cut off all connections with Darasimi, she will never come looking for me. This made me sooo scared. Buh, I didn't go back on my decision.....if I'm to lose Darasimi through this, I was so so ready!
I called her for the last time the day before I traveled home for my dad's birthday. I didn't even inform her I was gonna travel. We talked at length....I had begun missing her at that moment. Darasimi never told me she missed me....she never requested to see me.....she never told me she loved me. These were what I wanted. I wanted her to ACT it and SAY it, then I'll FEEL it.
I got to my parents' house in Ibadan safely the next day which was on a Friday. I told Yemisi; Darasimi's elder cousin, that I was traveling.....I also informed her of what I was about to do and I told her to pretend like she knew nothing about it.....and act like it was happening for real. I explained to her that it was a strategy for me to know whether Darasimi truly loves me or not. Yemisi confirmed to me that Darasimi truly loved me and she also warned me not to do what I wanted to do cuz she knew her sister to be a very heart-hardened girl.....Yemisi said if I had made up my mind, I should go on. I had already made up my mind.
Darasimi got to know that I was not in town, she called me on my dad's birthday but I didn't pick up her calls. She kept on calling and calling, I picked her call later in the afternoon.....I did that to know what her reaction would be.....it was damn annoying. She asked where I kept my phone and what has been making me ignore her calls.....I reminded her that it was my dad's birthday and that I've been soo busy since morning. Darasimi slowly said 'OK' and hung up! I chuckled and said to myself - "This is just the beginning".
I went back to Osogbo on Sunday and went straight to Yemisi's house. I met Darasimi at her place, I acted like I didn't see her....trust Darasimi, she's an expert in such an act.....she too just comot eyes for me like nobody entered. I didn't feel any way bad about it, unlike before. I already had Seyi who was really making me feel good.
Seyi was there for me 24/7....she was actually surprised at the way I was giving her all the attention....she kept asking me what happened....why I suddenly changed towards her.....why I surprisingly became the most caring man in the world. She didn't know I was only using her at the expense of what I was doing to Darasimi. Sincerely, I wasn't feeling good about it. I wondered how Darasimi would be feeling. Darasimi fell sick during this period. Yemisi told me it was my fault. I knew deep inside of me that it was a LIE! Darasimi will never be down as a result of my actions. Yemisi started begging me on behalf of Darasimi to stop what I was doing cuz it was already becoming too much for her to bear. Darasimi called me many times everyday, buh I picked none of her calls. She sent text messages, I never bothered reading them, in fact I deleted them once I receive them. She sent me loads of messages on facebook, I ignored them all.
It got to a time that I removed her from my 2go list of friends and also unfriended her on facebook. I felt bad doing all these. But, I had to do them no matter my feelings. After I unfriended her on facebook, I still visit her wall everyday to check on her posts and view her pictures. I was missing her so badly. I dreamt of her every time I close my eyes. I couldn't stop thinking about her. Each time I get these feelings, I call Seyi up....and in a minute or two, Darasimi will be off my mind. I enjoyed every second I spent talking with Seyi....she has always been that warming individual. My love for Seyi grew....but my love for Darasimi grew stronger than I expected.
I was in love with two women....I turned Tony Tetuila sharp sharp. I never wanted this - dating two women. Not even with Darasimi as one of the two women. I can't share Darasimi's love with another. Seyi and I became so fond of ourselves. We shared interesting stories with each other.....there was never a dulling moment with Oluwaseyi.
My friends were so happy about the relationship I was having with Seyi.....they all wanted to know who Seyi was. They told me to invite her over to my house, so they could meet her. Seyi had also started troubling me to allow her come....she really wanted to see me. This was something Darasimi never said to me. I was joyful on the outside which was actually what everybody including my friends and my younger brother, was seeing....all na FAKE! Deep inside my soul, I was madly and crazily missing my Darasimi.
When I couldn't take it any longer, I confessed to a very close friend of mine that I needed my Darasimi back. He almost landed a sounding slap on my face. He said he thought I had forgotten Darasimi and was happy having Seyi in my life. I begged him not let our other friends know about what I told him. I told him how I've not been myself for sometime.....explained to him how I kept seeing Darasimi everywhere I went......made him understand how much I truly loved Darasimi and that I couldn't do anything without her. I confessed to my friend that I loved Seyi, but not like I loved Darasimi. He listened attentively and told me these words - "Tope, you are sick in the head". And then left me.
Immediately, he left....my phone rang....it was Seyi. I was like, this girl would be a witch or something.....she called anytime I was down. I ignored her call and as I was about dialing Darasimi's line.....Seyi called again, I ignored it one more time. It was Darasimi's voice I wanted to hear, not Seyi's. Seyi didn't stop calling....and I didn't stop ignoring. She then sent me a message that made my heart shook vigorously. I smiled after reading her text message. My colleague's words came flashing in my head, echoing: "You've been wasting your time with the wrong person."
I read Seyi's message more than a million times. Her message sounded like she was right there with me petting me and saying: "No matter what, I'll be there for you." I called Seyi after an hour.....her voice was shaking....she was almost crying, wanting to know what was wrong with me that I didn't pick her calls. I felt so sorry for myself....here is a lady dying to make me feel good.
After dropping Seyi's call.....Darasimi took over my thoughts again. Will I ever stop loving Darasimi?
To be candid, Darasimi did EVERYTHING to settle whatever was going on between us.....although she stopped at some point.....I guess she concluded at doing nothing to put what I was doing to an end since everything proved abortive.
But there was one thing left for her to do......my senior colleague told me if she has not done that thing, Darasimi ain't ready.
So, what is this thing? And what if she does it, what will be of Seyi who I was already in love with?
...to be continued!
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Hmmm,the die is cast,really feeling bad for seyi tho,dat darasimi really deserved all what shez getting!
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