#CHNG - MY PROBLEM WITH HOLY COMMUNION. I THINK I NEED HELP.

Please, I need you to handle this my case gently and help me get out of this problem. Do not see me as evil. I'm a good child of God and I still want to be till I D.I.E. I want to make heaven, and that's why I'm trying my best to keep doing that which God has commanded us to do; Holy Communion is one of them.

It's been over 5 years since I took holy communion in any church. Before I stopped, I had one major sickness, Catarrh. It worried me almost everyday whether there was cold or not. Once it started, no tablet or syrup could stop it. It would relieve me when it wanted to.

My mum told me something very critical about Holy Communion after one communion service in church over 5 years ago. She said "if you take holy communion and you keep committing sin, it's not good. That's why Catarrh disturbs you every time. So, stop sin in your life and you'll be free from all sickness."

These words really got me panicking. I've been praying to God for total healing of my Catarrh sickness. There I was with a solution but then I thought; "can anyone be very holy without committing any sin at all?"....My mum's words got me thinking over and over again.

So, I concluded that I'd stop taking holy communion if taking it and committing sin will not make my Catarrh go forever. Don't get me wrong. Not that I can't do without sin. But brothers and sisters, at least person go still dey commit some pinishi sin na.

Believe me, since the day I made that decision 5 years ago, I can count the number of times I had Catarrh. I became totally free from Catarrh and I even rarely fall sick. None of my parents knew about my decision and why? But of recent I'm beginning to feel ashamed always rejecting the bread and wine when served on Communion services in my church.

Now, I'm afraid to start taking Holy Communion again....I don't want Catarrh in my life......and I'm afraid I might even have been committing a greater sin (shey greater sin dey sha?) by not taking holy communion for more than 5 years now.

Can someone help me out of this situation please?

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